:x lavey. jesus i can't see how ppl love that much to be used. i stood being used for 2 weeks.
i can't see how guys use like that, or women do. but i remember hearing about it, being a should to cry on, and ear to listen to hours of sobbing.
i never did turn away a hurt friend, and only did to needy one's when i didn't have material stuff they needed. other then that i gave 110% of me.
i ended up having some friends become cock mongler. the people that knew my brain, and what heart I'd given. except one girl that believed fruitcaje lies.
hmm i won't talk about my baggage. if sam's could become a small novel. I'd probably fill a encylopedia of pain, hurt, ant-love, and me almost never even verbally fighting it.
meh, people suck, my way of life, is i hate humans. but i'm a pacifist, and not mental. just eccentric. everyone's lucky something changed me when i was younger.
guz, and i used to be caib, and cain. i became able afraid of just what things i could do.
ya know that's not the worst giz has done:x I guess the worst i have is, I broke up with a ex over the phone over state lines. my last ex is a book or three. i broke up with her, but the deal there is to long for any post. i guess i'll say in short i needed space, and time to think, she took that as k, no more us all "yea" she could fuck aimlessly not in a relationship. k yea i felt her wanting to cheat. the odd thing was, it was because she couldm't please me. i knew about a guy, i knew how she stared. i took my time.i never told her in full, everything. because i watched as she did exactly what i thought she would. *scratches chin*, gross to see someone your cared for show their not who they were pretending to be.
"Beware the Jabberwock, my son!
The jaws that bite, the claws that catch!
Beware the Jubjub bird, and shun
The frumious Bandersnatch!"