When I was suffering from severe depression a while back, I wrote alot songs, abused my depression medication, read alot about everything, and shit... But I never smoked anything. I have tried cigarettes in recent years, but I got nothing out of them, and I tried a cigar about a week ago, and I actually liked that(I now see why unreal does too)...
BTW Moffy, although I am not a Blink 182/pop-punk fan, I do think it is good that you are writing lyrics and stuff... Next step is to take up the guitar or keyboard...