stomach cramps, for like 12 hours, curled up, can't sleep, walking for drinks, to piss. for real nauseated this dramamine won't kick in. i'm getting heatwaves over my body, cold to hot shooting pains/aches, and stomach convulsions. uncomfortable, in my own skin. tossing, and turning.

this isn't the worst this year so far though. pillows help a little but i'm tossing, and turning. all the time burning, as My body temp rises. heat pockets form at certain parts of my body.

i can't write anymore. gonna try more sleep.

for those that relate, are sick, get sick, speak if you want. i can't seem to do [censored] but sqeem in this rising humidity my body is manifesting, arching my back for support from pain. giz milwaukiees mall was in dawn of the dead:x i feared seeing the guard hallway. also i'd be willing to staff the other needed 2nd staff area. nit coding:] i'm so not ready to staff coding. i respect sr for doing it, and being able to keep sane mostly being how busy he is.

*squirms to [censored] heated pain*

I'm also sick, but at least it gives me (way too much) time to mess around on boards. :p

indeed, much time. Now I went in today for these bad pains, and problems I've been having. The doctor send my blood in for testing, for appendicitis. He said it doesn't look like it, but I heard him recording my analyse:/ needless to say without getting technical, unless wanted, it was all about some 50/50 your showing mass symptoms of all kinds of [censored], and ghosted sickness. Also that...aww [censored] it. I'll just write what he said. "Vague Transient, localized abdominal pain, eminating from three areas(he used the muscle group terms), radiating outward, and how I'd had serious pain. But showed little signs of appendicitas or like 2-3 other things. But he recorded a bunch of odd terms I had trouble following...they sound like bacterial, and infectious diesease terms. Or viral or some [censored]:D But whatever, my blood will get checked for white blood cell counts, if their high, I'm so [censored], were talking my fist surgery.

Either way, if it is my appendix, and it's mad infected, thus hard to notice, then...it would like burst maybe, and I would probably crawl in pain to the phone, or my cell, and call for help. Most likely dieing. heh, what a freakin world, that the [censored] we no longer use can kill us.

meh anyway, whatever the [censored] this is hurts, I got a few jabbing pains today localized on the right side, heh oddly the anatomical spot of the apendix:/ so whatever, I was happy he could support me in saying that it wasn't that [censored], and I'll go on living normal till I'm told other wise.

I'm sick for the day here.

sucks right?

I got my blood tested...well..taken, I'm waiting on the labs. I feel better when their all your white blood count is fine...if it's not, or my appendix bursts while I'm sitting somewhere some night...I may just reconsider my whole life. trash everything, go away, and restart....because.