you noticed correct. I wasn't asked to, nor do I have the time too:)
a bit of childs play. I used to crack codes like that in reading books when I was 8. mentally I need to be challenges to even really pay attention. except for sex, sex comes pretty easy. But other stuff, if I'm not challenges...I know it's said to say, but it's like why bother. I want self improvement. Sure I can give others answers, but that just gets them more questions. Like "why can't I figure out this windows thing, I'm 30, and I've never used linux". I don't want to influence ppl, but I have. If I gave, and gave, and gave. If I was fully open, ppl wouldn't do around here much, or try that hard, they'd just come to me for answers. I think SR, and giz were the same about that. Now their both running businesses/working, so no sweat to them, they have not much time to. marketing ploys, who wants to find a loop hole in some company giveaways, and make out like banditos?
.....Not me. I'm happy a lot of the time, with less [censored], less people hounding me, and just relaxed chillness. I used to have like 30 contacts a day asking for help, an that's just ppl that wanted help. I didn't slam doors like some ppl though, I slowly backed off, and slide into the shadows.
Think about it this way Satori, a light touch, I do things with a light touch, hardly ever rough, or animal like...sept in the sack sometimes. a light touch means you were never here. If I go away who but giz, and like 2 other ppl will remember me after like 3-5 years? There are little reasons too, because of that light touch. I don't like the spotlight, or being known, that's my sister, and brother. I like chilling, and sometimes I can't hide. But I long for a time I won't need to hide. Where I have an actual life, and ppl don't get pissed at me for helping them, even though it doesn't look like I did much.
People want, and ask for too much. People don't know what they need. Doing just enough, and doing it right can help more, then over, or under doing. Jealousy is something that sucks though, that, and hate/loneliness/confusion. People are strange, and I like to be careful about the strange ppl I trust, because ppl take advantage of others whenever they can. But I do believe people are innately good. I just happen to have no found my place yet.
But yes I did not answer them, nor will I;P