well dammit! i don't care if cigarettes contain 4000 chemicals.. fuck it! i'm going to die anyway. plus.. it's one of the very few things in life that brings me enjoyment... why? i don't fucking know... but it does! maybe because i can actually relax for about the 5 or 10 minutes it takes for me to smoke one. maybe it's because it actually does taste good. i smoke the menthols which are full of minty flavor!

and yeah... it is a great stress reliever. oh, plus one of the only reasons i'll leave the house is to go out and buy another pack. otherwise i have no desire to leave the house. pretty sad huh? yeah.. it sucks it's called agoraphobia.. and i have it! yay! ( for those of you who don't know.. it's when someone has the abnormal fear of open or public places.)
"when you look around, you can't tell me honestly you're happy with what you see"